[Oh God. It's so fucking hard to breathe. Get with it. Don't go saying anything dumb about how he wants him so bad, how he wants to be around him, hold his books and meet him after school everyday. Shut it down. Just because a guy wants to fuck you doesn't mean he's gonna love you. Except right now this is the closest thing he can believe.]
Yeah. [Is that really all you are going to fucking say?] Only-only if you want me to.
[Larry looks into his face. Trying to see his eyes anyway through his shaggy hair.]
I want to.
[So bad right now. If a blow job made him shake and sound like that... the whole thing'll be like a rock concert. And it would be with the kid who crushes bullies like they're nothing.]
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Yeah. [Is that really all you are going to fucking say?] Only-only if you want me to.
[Larry looks into his face. Trying to see his eyes anyway through his shaggy hair.]
I want to.
[So bad right now. If a blow job made him shake and sound like that... the whole thing'll be like a rock concert. And it would be with the kid who crushes bullies like they're nothing.]