[Another kiss to his mouth. Why do you want to go through with that when you have this right here, Newendyke? The more time he spends talking to Larry about it, just being with him, the more Freddy feels like it would be a stupid mistake no matter how much he wants to 'find himself' just to be a better man. Why is that so necessary to you, Newendyke? He knows the answer and it's kind of selfish compared to this old man's unconditional resolve.]
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[Another kiss to his mouth. Why do you want to go through with that when you have this right here, Newendyke? The more time he spends talking to Larry about it, just being with him, the more Freddy feels like it would be a stupid mistake no matter how much he wants to 'find himself' just to be a better man. Why is that so necessary to you, Newendyke? He knows the answer and it's kind of selfish compared to this old man's unconditional resolve.]