[There's that goddamn sure-footed certainty again. Larry's so fucking determined about wanting Freddy, about wanting this, like without it there's nothing else he could do that could ever come close. Not even Alabama. How the fuck does a man come to a conclusion like that? Why can't Freddy come close in his own conviction? He knows for certain he wants Lawrence Dimick, he can't say with certainty they'll last. For someone who advocated living in the present and not giving two fucks about ramifications this is a big deal to Orange, because it's the first time he's ever wanted ever after and it's the first time it's ever come within reach. He doesn't want to build the wrong foundation, he doesn't want to put in weak cornerstones, and he's deathly afraid once it's gone he can never be happy again.]
No...
[Maybe. Eames called him out on using Larry's feelings for him as a safety net, if that's the case the net is firmly bolted in place anyway because the old man can't make those feelings go away. The kid shakes his head, slow and quiet, then without another word he purses his lips to press a kiss against Larry's mouth.]
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No...
[Maybe. Eames called him out on using Larry's feelings for him as a safety net, if that's the case the net is firmly bolted in place anyway because the old man can't make those feelings go away. The kid shakes his head, slow and quiet, then without another word he purses his lips to press a kiss against Larry's mouth.]